SAULE PLEUREUR

Far far away, there's a mountain
Far far away, passes the rain
The water wall meets the fairway
The water wall cries on the bay
Insofar a pray wept his pain
Ruling's weight unleashed hurricane
Insofar downfall heaped the lanes
Ailment's weight's overlaid with strains
Since he may had been frightened by the fury he didn't retire
If the fit of anger cannot even touch him it's cos' he's on fire
He's faithful to a wind making him triumph this familiar ire
And I know it was the first of all his desire
Are you sure you don't wanna take a bite in the strange fruit ?
Are you sure you're willing to rot for the one ain't got no root ?
Are you ready to ride on the back of the one whom ain't got no foot ?

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ANOTHER KIND OF VIOLENCE

Would I be referred
Losing all control ?
Become someone else ?
Lose it all
Know there's gonna be suffering
I'm afraid
Yeah this is gonna destroy me, again
I get up many times
But how many times will I fall
Before it's the last
And I could no longer stand up at all ?
How could I ever live by leaving the euphoria ?
Face the missing without drop into paranoia ?
Do I really wanna leave my dear euphoria ?
I got violent pulsions I'm not willing to restrain them now !
Guess it's another kind of violence
That's striking down my mind
Yes it's another kind of violins
Piercing my eardrums that hard
This is another kind of silence
That is yelling in da dark
This is another kind of violence
(And I do want it more)
I wanna drown
In depravity
Until the OD
Came set me free
Why am I so weak ?
I'm getting so freak
Ain't got the power to decide
Bout' what I gotta share and what I gotta hide
How could I ever live by leaving the euphoria ?
Face the missing without drop into paranoia ?
Do I really wanna leave my dear euphoria ?
I got violent pulsions I'm not willing to restrain them now !
Guess it's another kind of violence
That's striking down my mind
Yes it's another kind of violins
Piercing my eardrums that hard
This is another kind of silence
That is yelling in da dark
This is another kind of violence
And I do want it more !

 

NO MORE HELPFUL PEACE Part. 1

Just look how it rises
Only wanna making climb along me
Poisonous addiction
That takes my soul out of me
What does this shit mean and
Won't I ever understand
Why I am still falling down ? Then
Will I sink if I tryna drown ? And
Will this ever ending simply ?
Why am I feeling so empty ?
And burned toward the prize
That's waited
Only wanna keeping me excited
Cos' I am so insane
No I cannot even stop watching
No It won't ever gonna stop shining
Stuck into those arms
That won't ever let me go ahead
While one hand catches the clouds
And makes me flying
Other hand may touch the dark
And then dying
There is some blood over there
Cannot make any description
All this blood flows down there
That is filling all my field of vision
Where's the knife that cut me out here ?
It never stops persecutions
Everytime I'm paralyzed
Won't ever believe those lies
There is a sound in the air
Can't make any description
This loud sound overbears
The surrounded illusions
I looked over your head
I saw nothing but a dead
Girl chest, on the ground
Guess that's the reason of that awful sound
Awful sound...

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NO MORE HELPFUL PEACE Part. 2

There's a smell in the air
Can't make any description
This poor smell is just unfair
It turns me into derision
What means that smell in the air ?
It gives me hallucinations
Why do my scars are open ? And
Won't I ever understand
Why I am still falling down ? Then
Will I sink if I tryna drown ? And
Will this ever ending simply ?
Why am I feeling so empty ?
No more helpful peace
No more helpful peace
There's a sound in the air
Can't make any description
This loud sound overbears
The surrounded illusions

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MICROMEGAS

Poor man, poor human being
Was it your plan to always beating ?
Beating the world, beating your soul ?
Fleeing in whirled, after you stole
Every present that was here for
Every beings not only for
Your stupid pushy rotten head
That inspired me this metaphor ?
Is your presence unpleasant or
Is there reason to start a war ?
You'll understand in your deathbed
You ain't got gun in hand anymore
It's too late now, you realise
You don't know how idealize
Cos' you lived blind and hypnotized
Too late now to be harmonized, Huh
Poor man, poor human being
Was it your plan to reap everything ?
Reaping the ground, reaping the earth,
Only for pounds, and euros and dollars ?
Money and gold you want it more
Money and gold got no weight nor value when you're dead
No ain't got no longer here anymore
(No ain't got no longer here anymore)
Is your presence unpleasant or
Is there reason to start a war ?
You'll understand in your deathbed
You ain't got gun in hand anymore
Too late now, don't even realise
How much you are not civilized
Cos' your world is materialized
Too late now, don't be agonized
You think you can decide
But you don't listen to the Nature
Don't watching what is beside
You, do not take care, you torture
Poor man, poor human being
Was it your plan to make suffering
All your brothers, sisters and cousins ?
I wonder, if " family " you know what it means
You believe you are tall,
Think you are able to conquer
But actually you're small,
Front off the powerness univers
Obviously I guess you're not available
To understand my verses
But I throw my cards on the table,
So do you keep yours close either ?
Brutalized are your roots
You neutralize and persecute
You got blood on your boots
It's usual for you to shoot !
Poor man, poor human being
Was it your plan at the beginning
To renounce you Father
And also raping your Mother ?
You believe that you can teach
But you guy got so much to learn
There's no day you don't need each
Other, not sure this what you earn
You believe you know everything
But your knowledge is a book with mothafucking white pages,
Your mind is full of outrages
No matter, when you're all alone in your coffin at the ending
Brutalized are your roots
You neutralize and persecute
You got blood on yours boots
It's usual for you to shoot

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POISON

If you're a dove baby I am a raven
I am the fallen angel lost in heaven
Following your example as a traitor
(Fuckin' disgusted under your great creator's eyes...)
I should've acccepted the anger
Accept that I'll throw it away later
Cos' you a craven yeah you've did reached my core
(And for now sweetie, swear I can't handle more...)
I'm in my cave I get bored, and I'm missing my toys
Asking my slave to bring to me my boys
Gonna make them know all about my ploys
Need a loud bass that will cover the noise
Cannot you feel in your body my poison flowing ?
When I tasted it was illumination
I really needed all my medication
I was adoring the asphyxiation
Then did not assume the paralysation
Didn't even heard bout' any caution (there was no caution)
No I cannot explain how deep this is hypnotic
You get this pathetic feelin, psycotic
It makes this passion gettin erotic
Then the addiction became heroic
Trouble in my brain, yeah an ache-neurotic
Loosin my body, nothing than necrotic
It comes to me, it is so soporific
Caching my soul, turned it into caotic
Way of being that's nothing left but toxic
Can't act as if I didn't know this is spicy
Roughin my heart, it as became so icy
However how many say I'm nasty
They won't ever run into my dynasty

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INSIGHT

Here I am I gotta draw a line
On a past life that obviously was mine
Harder than ever but today it's fine
More than ever only thanks to the wine
I was bleeding in the ocean
How can I convey this emotion ?
I may have met some titan sharks
How can I escape from these tracks ?
I am searching again and again
I am despairing again and again and again
I am in a weird mood
Can't stop watching the moon
I wanna be a meteor
This is the mess I fight for
Yeah this is the mess I fight for
Show me the way that I ignore
I'm bloodstained can't handle more
Breath, breath, breath !
Don't needa look back to the past
I gotta remember as fast
As possible to find the door
I needa something to breath for
Needa keep strength cos' I see
All those memories that are part of me
Just, just stop building a poor fiction
That creates nothing but deception
Cos' I gotta find a way to deliver me
From this awful dark fantasy
I am in a weird mood
Can't stop watching the moon
I wanna be a meteor
I am in a weird mood
Can't stop watching the moon
I wanna be a meteor
This is the mess I fight for
Yeah this is the mess I fight for
Show me the way that I ignore
I'm bloodstained can't handle more
Here I am I gotta draw a line
On a past life that obviously was mine
Don't nedda look upon the skyline
That'll show me where the sun shines

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UNCANNY

Agony runs in my veins
I am not taking the reins
Then anxiety is coming
But I'm taking care of doing this shit on my own
Don't want delegate it
Even if I hit the grown
Doesn't matter I'll got a crown
Do not focus on the path
Gotta contain the wrath
If I got any doubt
Just gotta push it out
Cos' I do take care of doing those damn shit on
my fucking own
Don't want delegate it
Cos' a part of myself
Which is unknown to me
Would be my enemy
Don't ever want to deliver me
Tryna do not repress it
Guess that I should've accept it
It is constantly present
Know how much this is unpleasant
Can you feel it tremble ?
(The Uncanny's at the crux of the matter)
Yeah the Uncanny's at the crux of the matter
And I cannot halt it
I'm just a damn part of this shit
Which is breaking me down
On the ground and I cannot exhale
I am lost in this oneiric tale
Oneiric tale Oneiric tale Oneiric tale...
No it doesn't make any sense
No usually there is no tense
So why am I rolling in this deep mud
Which is smothering me and covering me with dirt ?
Don't even wanna finish this mothafucking damn sentence
(No I Don't even wanna finish my mothafucking damn sentence)
Oneiric tale Oneiric tale Oneiric tale....
Agony runs in my veins
I am rolling in this deep mud
I'm covered with dirt
No it doesn't make any sense
No usually there is no tense

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PREACHER OF STEEL

Was searching for you in the church
But Saint you were not there praying
So won't you go down of your perch ?
Sure, you were once again sinning
Don't you dream about be guided
By my evangelical preach ?
Maybe you think its lopsided
Forgot what you wanted to reach
And then you get in the wolf's lair
Hope that you've been a good prayer
Cos' you were looking for somewhere
Safe you could heal far from danger
Bit of hush ! Let me spread the word
Bit of hush please ! Let me enter your world
Was searching for you in the church
But Saint you were not there praying
So won't you go down of your perch ?
Sure, you were once again sinning
But you got nothing to do there
You just should running to the hills
Before poor little lamb you're scared
And your lame body's full of thrills
When do you have been disrupted
Lost all your biblical teaching ?
Guess you might have been corrupted
Forgot your angelical speech
No you got nothing to do there
Don't look back and run to the hills
Before dirty dumb lamb you're dead
And your lame body's full of thrills
And your lame body's full of thrills
Bit of hush ! Bit of hush please !
Let me spread the word
Bit of hush Bit of hush please
Let me enter your world !
And then you get in the wolf's lair
Hope that you've been a good prayer
Cos' you were looking for somewhere
Safe you could heal far from danger
Now you are deep in the wolf's lair
Cos' you haven't been a good prayer
And you won't ever find somewhere
Safe and you're captive by danger

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MEMORY OF A WAIF part I

Random doesn't exists
All I got that's my pills
I'm not that pessimist
Yes it's hard to believe this
Do I gotta take those pills ?
Will I ever take those pills ?
Do I gotta take those pills ?
Will I ever take those pills ?
Where is the light ?
Where is the light ?
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
Do I gotta take those pills ?
Will I ever take those pills ?
Do I gotta take those pills ?
Will I ever take those pills ?

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MEMORY OF A WAIF part II

There are some days
Just as today
I see her face
But actually this is my face
But this isn't me
Should it be me ?
Can't get over that weird body
But actually this is my body
I may have done some mess
But, no gal I couldn't guess
You would getting me undress
Right in front of comfortless
More the time files and
More I'm hating
Can't you let me breathing ?
Can't get out of this feeling
But why does it come back again ?
Imma imma be fighting
Against that mothafucking feeling
There's nothing more awful
Than seeing anything grey
Where is the colorful
Part of me tat was here yesterday ?
Random doesn't exist
All I got that's my pills
I'm not that pessimist
But it's hard to handle this
Yes that hard to handle this
There's nothing more awful
Than feeling that unsafe
This unforgettable
Memory of a waif
I may have done some mess
But, no gal I couldn't guess
You would getting me undress
Right In front of comfortless
More the time files and
More I'm hating
Can't you let me breathing ?
Can't get out of this feeling
But why does it come back again ?
Imma imma be fighting
Against that mothafucking feeling

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BROKEN MIND

Ain't no doubt about what it means
inside my heart
And I know that nobody won't ever get
strength enough to fight against it
Cos' no one would know how powerful it is
Cos' no one but me won't ever be able to conquer it
And there's no way to even try to
I'm holding tight to this light, more than
anything I usually could care of
Mmm
More than you've ever done
Ooh
Nothing no anyone
Won't ever let nobody
Breathing too close to it
Won't ever let nobody
Sharing the one that I get
Wonder bout your dirty thoughts
No I'm not sure you're gonna face
My jealousy
My frenzy
All my pain
Roaring Loud in my head
All my pain